I was once thought the happiest moment in life is when you get all you want. What ever it is.But the moment i went through the most horrible experience in my life, loosing abh in front of my eyes, trying hard to get him revive, being told that my abh was gone forever, the ache… Continue reading My Endless Love
I stepped into the ward 2 days ago around 4pm to start my night shift. Active ward that day, but everything looked controllable except 1 acute bed that acttracted my eyes. The curtain was closed and they (anaest, nurse, houseman) were in middle of intubation process. “U night shift ke?”, my medical officer asked me.… Continue reading Massive bleeding
19.08.2017 This marks the beginning of an unknown journey toward the untold story. Allah certainly works in mysterious way and of course its beyond imagination. But then, despite of everything, im so thankfull and i’m blessed. May everything runs smoothly.
Paediatrics . The only department that every houseman in this hospital will have a little too much fear to enter at first . Stressful and strict department. But on top of everything, this is the only department that you, a merely houseman, need to do everything you could to save a baby’s life. Resuscitation at… Continue reading My paeds posting ends here
This few months.. I am the one who let my guard down and cannot think straight, the fool that infatuated with poor judgement and at risk of losing myself to my emotion. I was defeated, and it is such a shame that I wasn’t tough. Through out that, i know, i am not the one who face bumps… Continue reading My Bro
Mindlessly going through myphoto album since my first year in Russia, when I know exactly, this empty wish will soon disappear into the thin air. Let it be. Let my heart over controlled my mind. Give it time. I don’t know why I am so scared of being lonely. After so many leaving me, sometimes… Continue reading Give it Time
Whenever i’m at my worst recently. When every moment seems like a battle to me to win. When every time I look in the mirror and see the depths of my own sadness. When my misery keep hauting me. When my smiles seem so bitter. And finally i come to my sense